"dig a hole"

can we start colliding?
dig a hole in the desert.
i could just wait there.
till this whole life blows over.
after the postcards wear off.
we're back to pretending.
adjusting.
you are just a thought in my head.
stars used to embrace you.
when i was far away,
from this cesspool i flop around in.
back when the sky was still empty.
there was a place where we still could dream.
i know you were sick and numb then,
but something feels displaced here.
you've exhausted everything.
when did you stop failing and just start
relenting.
whats the big dream
the chorus flits around
metallic fantasies
that sew your stomach.
sitting alone.
the tickets found its way to your palms.
if your sweat doesn't deteriote them..
you might have a future.
if you can hold your breath..
if you can make it down the aisle.
dig a hole in the desert.
and stick a whole damn city in it.
stare at the sun until our retina's disentigrate.

/close./